oh my

it has been more than 2 months since i last posted!gosh how time flies!

i bet that some 504 ppl out there is sure to agree with me esp since they just ascended to the godly status of 2 LT. sigh, sort of envious of them and feeling ..i dun know how to describe it.. regret? or longing? yeah, just left ocs halfway and frankly speaking, i sort of miss the times and the ppl, the friends. not so sure abt "the friends" bit though, since i sort of abandoned them for civilian life. SIGH

hmmm. once again, a year is ending. this must be the "FAstest" year ever! i wonder if years passes faster as one ages. not that its a bad thing, but im sure damn comfortable with the current speed now. so pls 2010, dun go too fast k? i still want to enjoy my teenage life.

another hmmmmm. well, im sort of working part time now at bodyworlds as an exhbition guild and im sort of satisfied with it. i guess. haha, the pay's good, dun need to work like siao, although its pretty much standing throughout. and i guess its far better than the alternative of stoning at home waiting for friends to call me out. which is erm, rather dismal at the moment :(

lonely pathetic sad me. oh wells, i suppose i got my story books to accompany me... haha

ok. gtg. yep, do housework again! yay! haha. merry christmas!

for once i cant think of anything to do

hello, everyboday!!! haha, its been such a long long time since i last blogged huh! well, its just that life's been so filled with stuff, like mugging needless to say, sleeping, muggin again, and going out with sec friends (swenson's ice cream buffet!!! overnight board game sessions!! ) and partly because i dun really use the computer for extended periods of time. like my bros, yes both of them, need to like print their notes almost everyday! so obviously with my lowly status within the family, i have to give way to them. but i suppose absence makes the heart grows fonder yeah???

hmmm. so whats there to talk abt? well one things for sure, time sure passes damn quickly! like its already nearly 2 months since school started and thats EIGHT weeks mind you! just ZOOOOOOM passed. im not saying its a bad thing though cause when time passes fast it means that im having a hell of a time! but sometimes i just cant help but pause and think abt the fact that one cant turn back time and its alarming how time just trickle pass so quickly.

i think im startin to alienate myself from those around me with my skewed sense of humour. how? i feel so misunderstood and unappreciated. haha. think i may be going nuts!

at least im happily crazy :)

looks like my sis wants to use the com liao so i guess thats it for now!

this is civilian goh speaking

hello to you un-suspecting lucky guy/gal who has stumbled upon my blog in hope of catchin up on my exciting life and coming across this post when you least expected it! HA!

ok, thats lame but anyways, its been such another LOOOOONG time since i last blogged. and the reason for today's enthusiasm? me waiting for a movie to load on some website. haha. sorry mates, but i guess im the kinda guy who makes full use of his precious time yeah?

hmmm. then again, i haven been able to blog cause my elder brothers, yes both of them, are extremely free thus as lowest among the brother hierachy, im last in line for using the computer. some sort of a tacit arrangement. most of the time anyways. haha

so, it has been, nearly a month since my rank converted from officer cadet to mr and yeah, slack loh. haha

my first major engagement as a mr would be the medicamp which was rather similar to a vj orientation. but i suppose more "friendly" cause we stayed over at a resort chalet which was quite funky considering the the chalet was a bungalow! not forgetting the "fright night" where i was just helplessly bumbling along wracked with nervous giggles. one could almost pity my female partner. haha

hmmm, after that would be rag. basically sessions to bond with my og and future coursemates whilst doing sai gang or honing our sai gang evasion skills.

sch's starting soon, but not so soon and im entertaining thoughts of skimming through my jc bio notes. hmmmm..

sian loh. haha

is once again waiting...

for his virus scan to be done before he shuts down (the com) and gets a life. haha

hmm.ok. status update. im having a one week block leave from from army and its.. well, plain.

it started off quite well, when my service term @ OCS ended last thurs with a social event at Marriott hotel. typical prom stuff? haha, there were laughs and all lah, sentimental esp. nice ending to another phase of my NS life. its really been a great time especially when time passes remarkably fast. like zoooommm and its been already close to 5 months! and if i haven been dreaming, that i have really got accepted by med sch, sch will start in soon in a couple of months.

im not really sure if im prepared considerin that studying medicine is apparently like a levels repeated again and again and again....whew. wish me best eh?

anyways, going back to my block leave, spent sunday with my relatives celebrating my father's birthday. quite a cool affair considerin that my father's already reached his big sixty milestone and its seriously very rare for everyone to be together and have a nice and warm family photo taken. so to you ppl out there! dun get too caught up with your own little lives! take notice and care for your parents and siblings yeah? haha

after sunday, excitement pretty much plateaued with me helping out with chores here and there. sigh.

haha, but whats there to complain?! i got leave damnit! better than nothing right?!

and no, my scan is not done yet but ive got nothing much left to say...

so till the next post!

while waiting for the laundry to be done...

as well as waiting for my free ( AND completely legitimate) latest coldplay album download to be completed, i thought that i might as well update!

by the way, you can find the free coldplay download @ http://lrlrl.coldplay.com/leftright.html. and you are very much welcome :)

hmmm.. well, to start the ball rolling, last week was seriously quite packed with physical activites. ippt (silver finally!!! ), staircase climbing (yes, im not kidding) and 12km route march. but it pretty much marks the end of the major physical exercises so am not really complaining. times sure flies. i have only 1 week left of service term before moving on to the apparently more xiong professional term. so hopefully, my last week will be smooth and pleasant!

i am actually aware that non army personnel (i.e girls) may not really understand or get turned off by Air Force or Army lingo so pls feel free to practice selective reading. haha

returned home in the afternoon today and at this very moment, im actually struggling to keep awake. somehow, army has effectively reprogrammed my biological clock. days of sleeping at 12 plus 1 a.m. during JC certainly seems so distant now....

anyways, went to watch ANGELS AND DEMONS with my mother and sis today!! uber fascinating!! YOU should go and watch it!! there wasnt a moment where it was boring and the pace was just great. plot and everything else too. on a side note, i was quite distracted by the fact that ewan mcgregor no longer has a mole on his forehead :o

and i did some shopping too. finally shao sheng the Miser is willing to part his $$ for 2 sets of clothes! grand total of $87.30. haha. actually, i had to do some shopping cause i have a social night coming up. basically another prom. and i thought wearing the same outfit quite leceh so just spend loh. cant possibly bring my money to my grave right?

yawn.. quite tired le. so i guess thats it for the day. bb~

labour day is coming up!!!

haha. hi guys!! sorry took so long to update. but serving The Nation aint an easy task mind you :)

i dun know whether this applies to just me or what but time really flies when you are in the army. like how its been nearly 4 months since i enlisted, with 9 weeks of BMT and now into my 6th week in OCS! and life in Air Wing is seriously UP. not going to elaborate due to security concerns but yeah, life's goooood. haha

hmm..seems like this update will be a very short one cause i have a book review to do as well as study for an exam. and i kid you not.

so wish me luck!

what's next?

enjoyed it myself so thought you guys and gals might enjoy it too.





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well, whats next for me? for starters, BMT just ended 2 days ago (wed) and ive been chilling since. went for buffet at sakura orchard with my bunk mate yesterday and it was quite fun eating and chatting. went to my friend's house subsequently to chill further. lol. however, chilling's gotta tone down someday and thus i have started uni apps. depressing business cause i dun have the necessary info to make informed decisions! hopefully the nus and ntu open houses are going to be darn helpful. yeah, so basically priority #1 is to settle my uni apps ASAP. and scholarships too i guess.

which brings me to my A Level's performance. i daresay i performed well with 6 As and 1 B for General Paper especially when i have only gotten a solitary A for Biology in my JC academic terms. and Es and Ds for Maths and GP. haha. so thanks to Those Up There for taking good care of me. as well as my teachers... and myself too for putting in the effort! hopefully can get into Medicine lah. Dr S S Goh sounds aint bad at all. lol

whats second up on S S's list then? well, im quite apprehensive abt my next progression in NS. be it OCS ( officer) or SISPEC (sergeant) its going to be much much more intense than BMT. apparently BMT is super duper welfare and already i was barely...ok not barely coping lah. but aint thriving either in army, so yeah. hopefully i wun get into a nervous breakdown or smt! but honestly, my BMT experience was definitely an unique one with totally new experiences- real life shooting, living with non-family for extended periods, living in the wild... and i have to admit that i sort of enjoyed it.

so thats pretty much the 2 topmost issues i have to settle in the near future and hopefully both will be done so successfully and nicely. otherwise, i shall make full use of my block leave to chill further!

cheers :)

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