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was what i thought when i was doing my last mcq paper for my ca (Continual assessment) haha, seriously i never thought i would get owned so big time by mcq. ok maybe jc chem mcq was quite ownage too but medicine mcq beats it hands down. hmmm come to think of it, most of it was the pharmacology component so technically thats under chemistry too!

Anyway was emo-ing during my Pre-ca prep (just like what every mortal ie average student would do) abt why and who am I mugging my ass off for. My Future? Ie $ and more $. Or my Parents? Ie $ and more $ too haha. Or for my future patients / so I dun get my trousers sued off my ass when I cock up big time.
And I still havent got that straightened out yet.
Yeah definitely not because of compassion and all. At least not yet lah. I mean how is one suppose to feel compassion with thousand and one things to mug aye?
Pls dun judge me haha doctors also need to pay off their tuition loan and support their parents

Hmmm sch as we all know it ie lectures, wearing slippers and shorts is ending in abt three weeks and that raises a dilemma. Should I pon sch since i can't pon clinicals and enjoy the convenience of webcast or really savour what's left of my sch experience?

Haha actually I dun intend to pon sch lah just that the timetable is just so ponnable plus notes aren't being printed in time for the lectures. And I panic when the webcasts starts to accumulate. Like I've got four hours worth of lectures to catch up with. Zomg

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It rained like ten thousand million times today. Wonder where all that water came from

And I typed this post excluding the first para on my itouch :)