Dreaming

hi ss here once more taking a break :)

so this pal of mine intro-ed me to this korean song from one of your typical...what do they call it.. hmm cant think properly now cause its one plus in the morning now. ah 偶像剧 or idol drama. but this one was different cause 偶像剧 is simply an understatement. 偶像剧 ttm would be more accurate cause it was literally stuffed full of up and coming new stars from this korean entertainment company (jyp entertainment i think)

anyway, im not gonna gush and go k-crazy cause i din really watch the drama. cause of MBBS 2.0 and all.

what i want to talk abt is my dreams :) haha i meant puffy dreams that i entertained before Reality struck me on the head and shook me by the shoulder real hard and made me realise of its existence

so here goes ss's dreams...

actually come to think of it, i think my first dream when i was like very young was to become a doctor. maybe it was my parent's successful propaganda/brain washing/inception campaign or i was simply Born This Way. haha anyway im sort of doing it now but as we all know, nightmare is also a type of dream so.... hope things will work out in the end

hmm then when i entered jc, i realised that being a doctor aint that easy cause its a lot mugging. and more mugging for like basically the rest of my life. and my dreams expanded

like i thought of becoming a scholar. that is a scholar of high enough level that can enjoy studying at a prestigous overseas uni. but plan fail cause civil service dun want me and i dun think im smart enough. then again, i think it would be quite stress cause like most of the top level scholars have like high expectations ie 1st class honours, otherwise they probably wun go far/ henta kaki in the civil service.

then i wanted to become a pilot. cause i wanted to travel the world. foc. and i really think that its really one of the few jobs that you really get to enjoy what you do.but once again civil service dun want me and i dun think i meet the requirements to become a pilot anyway so... the thought of becoming an air steward did cross my mind but, air stewardess dun really dig air steward do they? more of the pilot or the first class, maybe business class male passengers. and who likes seeing male air stewards? haha

ok im conked out le so shall save this now and continue later on...

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in jc, i was also interested in econs. ok $ to be more exact. so i did apply for econs as my second choice for my unip apps. but even if i din get into medicine, i probably would have died reading economics cause its apparently very maths inclined. and you know how i cant do maths unless there's a dollar sign in front of it.

anyway, i dun really know what to say now but i just hope that to whoever out there, esp my sister, and great grand juniors, who are receiving their a level results today, just do whatever you are interested in doing cause it really sucks to be doing something that you dun like. for the rest of your life. its like monday blues just that every working day is a monday.

and that like me, everyone dun only have one option. if one option slams its door in your face, just deface the bloody door and piss on it, and go look for other doors. i mean its probably easy for me to say that cause i am sort of in my first dream, but as i said, it aint exactly a bed of roses. even if it is, the roses haven been de-thorned. basically every option has its down and rough side so just plough on and make things work! just make sure that you are living in your own dream and not the dreams of others and things will work out fine

yup.

oh and i should probably embed the nice korean song here. really really very inspirational :)



dream on! and ss should probably mug on now. haha cheers :)