imma retard

so the past 4 weeks made me realise how i may not be ready for society. or rather, the society may not be ready for me. haha

i dun know, cause im not serious enough? esp for working in a hospital setting. like im apparently uncomfortable with awkward situations. and i will emit awkward laughter. or Inappropriate Laughing Syndrome. hur hur

lol. also, i have this tendency to do stupid things. as if my frontal lobe (which is supposed to inhibit socially retarded actions) is non-existent/un-developed. ie there was this med entrance interview being held nearby and i JOKINGLY branded my name tag while walking towards the med aspirees. and i realised belatedly how idiotic that was. haha. luckily my group mates held me back. BUT I FEEL BAD AFTER THAT KKKK :(((

fail lah. how like that. i scared i cock up and get kicked out of med sch D: haha, shall think before i say and do anything. try! pls slam my brachial plexus or smt when im up to no good pls group mates! *WHACKS* lol

anyway, the past 4 weeks was quite fun and i think it was largely due to our chillax posting and awesomely non-uptight group mates. hahaha i just lurrrve our extended air-conditioned lunch break. but thats not to say we slack ttm lah, we know how to work hard too eh! hmm yah, basically its quite tricky to balance work-play and co-workers-friends too. hope we are doing alright?

ok, nuff abt work and sch...CAUSE ITS HOLS LEs!!! haha i sort of had a preview yesterday cause i went to my friend's YANNI 21st bd party! so funnnn

hmmm, just hope that the rest of my hols will be fine and not borinnnng :/

here's to happy hols! :)