stop whining about lack of sleep and standing for like 8 hrs every day

am done with my first week of clinicals ie hospital posting at nuh paeds.

NOT.

sigh. cause have to data entry the cases i have seen into word doc.

not easy leh, learning from real life cases. so many things i dun know. or forgotten

oh and also deciphering my um caligraphy-like handwriting which are written haphazardly ss style.


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i think i could get used to this way of learning. seeing real life cases of what we have read abt in the first two years of med sch. though its rather emotionally involved where cases = humans

not so much with a severely sick child but a chronically unhealthy child. with conditions like cerebral palsy or some autoimmune disorder.

and its not just for the child but also the parents. to see one's own child suffering and helpless about it. and what holds for them in the future, which is likely more suffering.

what would you do if you were the parent? the best description of this situation i can think of is 无奈

or suck thumb in english

so those of you who are healthy pls you know, love yourself and dun do stupid stuff like smoking, drinking (excessively) and taking drugs, cause good health should not be taken for granted

and yah just appreciate life more.

like not whining about lack of sleep and standing for like 8 hrs every day hur hur

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oh also, i was rather touched this morning cause my mom asked me abt how's sch cause apparently i look very emo and too quiet. usually when im emo i will sulk and shout at ppl. i guess thats cause im tired-emo not emo-emo. haha