its all abt perspective

sooooo emo post coming right up haha

no lah, dun think it will be emo cause ss never emos in public. er except for that moment yesterday when i actually, teared during a movie screening during class.

aiyah dammit, dunnoe how to put my thoughts and feelings into words leh.

and of course, to make it sound interesting for you readers.

then again, it doesnt really matter if you guys continue to read on, cause this blog is really an open diary of sorts for ME.

so it doesnt really bother me that my blog has pathetic viewership

*sobs*

lol sorry for the preramble. warming up!

SO. ss is currently doing his family medicine posting which started of with two weeks of attachment to a gp clinic at shenton way (aka power centre of singapore), two weeks at a polyclinic, one week travelling around sg to see the various community hospitals, and this week which has been quite the emotional roller coaster for me.

why lehh

cause this week ss saw the palliative care whereby i saw patients who are dying.

no not you and me who are dying cause of sch, relationships (sigh), etc etc

but really dying dying

and what bugs me is not death, but how the process of dying can be painful

not just for the patients, but those around the patients.

including doctors

omg you cant imagine how is it for a palliative care doctor to see a fellow human being dying, and being helpless about it

but i suppose its really abt the relief of knowing that you have provided the best for the patient at his very worst.

i think i wan leh. haha first time i actually felt something about medicine.

respect lah!

hmm cant really say much abt specific instances cause that would be breaching patient confidentiality but suffice to say,

nah.

was going to say dun take your health and family and friends for granted yada yada, but no point cause one will only appreciate it really when its gone.

even for me

haha oh wells, just be happy yeah?


as ss will be if he possesses the above hello kitty water bottle. haha